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The Best Big Sister

For the past five months, I have been having this recurring dream, or, rather, I’ve been dreaming a scene in a dream that is recurring, although I arrive there from different dreams on different nights. It is twilight, somewhere between sunset and dusk, and there is a glassy body of water in front of me,…

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The Silent Scream

The thing about grief is that you don’t only have to deal with your own grief; you have to deal with everyone else’s grief too. Sometimes this is a gift, when their tears or breakdowns reassure you how much your child was loved and wanted. But sometimes it is a burden, when their grief causes…

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33 Years

Time. Time is what has caused 33 years, to the day, to elapse since I was born. Time is what measures how long we are here, and time is what is keeping Lizzy and I apart. Lizzy is outside of time, and Cecilia and I are still within time. 33 years. Jesus died at 33…