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Prayer is a Ladder

I identify myself as Roman Catholic, and I take my faith very seriously. But the truth is that I am a person of weak faith who has always struggled with believing. In late high school and early college, I fell away from the Church and identified myself as agnostic bordering on atheistic (I think I…

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Conversations with a Priest (Part 3): “This is not home.”

The day before Cecilia was born, tears streaming down my face, I remember repeating to Father Wyble, “I just need her to come home to me.” After a pause, he responded quietly, “We have to remember that this is not home.” What do you do with that? What do you do with the idea that…

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Conversations with a Priest (Part 2): “You’ve done that.”

There were four major takeaways from my conversation/confession with Father Wyble the day before I went into labor with Cecilia. And I return to these four concepts again and again, as I try to process my grief. The first concept is that the death of Lizzy is my cross, which I will carry for the…